Don't Give UP, LOOK up! No matter how tough times get, God still loves you and will ALWAYS be there for you. If you're too depressed to pray, that's okay because He knows what's weighing on your heart and mind before you do.
If you need to talk over the phone to someone, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available 24/7. Call 1-800-273-8255 and if you prefer to text, the Crisis Text Line is also available: https://www.crisistextline.org